yes. i havent been updating my blog since $#%@#$.

its freaking 430am in the morning.
i wonder why am i still awake when i have 830am lesson later on.
there's so many things going through my mind.

so 18th comm has officially taken over.
and so 17th comm has closed our final chapter of our story for the entire one year.
we have definitely been through a lot together.
making many histories out of sports club.
one year is obviously too short for us.
and i know all good things must come to an end.
but i will defintely not forget the 17 of you!!!
you guys are the only people that i talked to in NTU, cos most of my friends are not here.
i really wonder how would life be like for me if not for sports club.
and im really glad that i worked with all of you before.
be it in events or as chair or any other things.


hearts you !
17th comm whoooosh!

and for now 18th comm has taken over
and we came back as the 7 of us.
im really happy for this.
i know there will be a lot of expectations out of us.
and we will defintely be mental stress and worn out.
so many things to look at in a senior's point of view
and everything has to allow sports club to thrive and grow stronger.
was talking to some ppl about it and thanks for having faith in me (:
cheers to love you deep deep, hearts and kisses!
the seniors outing for aao's dinner and then to halo was a fantastic one!
we should have more of that.

and certain things actually happened again.
i mean not saying that i want it to happen.
it's just a emotion/feeling that you cannot control.
sometimes i do wonder if alcohol is the main culprit.
and does it have to be like that all the time?
i do feel sad and cringed about what exactly went on.
it just suck to have this feeling lingering inside me
and it just felt me feeling totally lost and clueless
whenever people ask i'll just give a sian-diao face.
so i guess i have to really put up a strong look
and sometimes even pretend that nothing happened.
i wont deny that it has affected me greatly
sighhhh.
either i go ask..or time will really tell.
ppl tell me to do different stuff. so im still confused.
=X

anyways..recruitment drive is over.
thanks to all that ran.
i hope NVM would be a strong team. (:
pledging myself to NVM this year.
first event! must set the standard to be UPs man!

will update more about ball the next time.
really needa slpzzzzzzzZ
its sucha incoherent post.

变成了一个影 隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸 我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限情 模糊我自己
不愿深深把爱情 输了你的游戏
你要逃 对决拥抱 我看到

为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你 需要那真情意 说在而情意

寂寞点点不休息 而让甜蜜却也忘记
幸福不再美丽 可是我会在意
这种对你的深情 我不会怪自己
不愿意深深的情意 输了你的游戏
你要逃 对决了拥抱 我看到

喔~~爱~~ 还是你
需要那真情意